life seems so long some days like it is moving in slow motion then others it seems like it goes to fast i wish sometimes i could go back in time and be a kid all over again when life seemed so simple but there is no way i can go back so i got to keep moving on it seems like the more i move on my family all of them is moving away we don't see much of them anymore and that bothers me a lot i love my family i would like to see them more like my 2 nieces and all my little cousins but now everyone has their on lifes they do their on things we can not all get to gather on christmas thanksgiving easter none of them days birthdays and i really do want to get togather and be a part of their lives now i just miss everyone so much

No matter how good you are to people are all the things you do it just dont seem like it is good enough for them so what are you suppost to do when you give it all you got to make them happy i try so hard every day to make people happy to like me do what ever it takes but you know i have had enough i can not do it anymore i am so tired of trying to make other people happy it is making me feel like i am no good i am a bad person but i am not i am a good person just helping the wrong people i guess i want to help everyone i like to listen to what is going on in other peoples life and tryin to help them it makes me feel good all the people i know says i am a good listener i think i am if anyone has problems they talk to me i guess they do it because they know no matter what it is if they dont want me to say any thing i dont like me and my older sis we can talk to each other about anything before we could not be in the same room with each other i am so happy things has changed i need her in my life some times i dont know what i would do with out her when i lost my to babys she helped me more then she know and i thank her for that she is my best friend and i would do anything for her ...........thanks